Subtitles by DramaFever
It's so dark.
Why did you close the curtain?
Are you cold?
The weather outside is depressing.
Oh. You want me to turn on the lights?
I will.
That's good.
You didn't drink your milk.
Drink it.
You want to drink it later?
I want to go to work.
I want to work.
I know exactly how you feel.
After I got the surgery, it was so weird after selling my salon.
I felt like I lost an arm. And I felt like I became useless.
It's been 7 years since you worked there after you graduated. It's only natural.
How is your baby?
It tells me once in a while, "I'm right here."
It's going to grow so fast now. It's going to be different from now. Really fast.
You will feel heavier. You won't feel so good after going to bathroom.
Sleeping is uncomfortable. That's how it is.
After going through all the trouble and pain,
you tell yourself that you won't ever have a baby again. But as soon as you give birth, you forget that.
That's why they have 2 or 3.
Nowadays they say 2 is a lot.
But back in the they even had 6, 7, 8, or 9.
That's so scary.
How did they raise all of them?
Are you feeling down?
Just... I don't have energy.
There are those days.
I have them too.
Sunny days, cloudy days, windy days, snowing days.
You didn't sleep well?
Aunt.
Yeah?
You know where Mom is don't you?
No, I don't know that.
I think you do.
Why? What if I do?
I can find out... I thought you didn't want to see her.
You said that you weren't going to see her.
Did you change your mind?
You want to see her?
More like, I want to ask her something.
There is something I must ask her.
After a while, I won't have anything in my head.
Even if I hear the answer, I will forget it pretty soon.
But I'm still Lee Suh Yeon, Aunt.
I'm still me. Moon Kwon is me, too.
Ok, I will find out. I will find her.
I will let her know that you want to see her.
Not that I want to see her. I don't want to see her.
It's ok that you want to see her.
It doesn't bother me!
She is still your mother. No one is going to say anything.
You should do your hair again.
Why did he marry me?
What? Just live together then?
Even with a baby?
You want to be a single-mom?
We found that out during our honeymoon.
Anyway, you were going to get married.
We could have just lived together.
What about the baby then?
He even knew that you were sick. But he made so much trouble to marry you.
That's not right. You shouldn't treat someone like that.
You could say that he loves me right?
Are you serious? Myung Hee and her husband calls him a crazy man.
He's crazy about you.
Why did you sell that?
I wasn't suppose to?
Where's the team work?
I told you! We're taking it to Suh Yeon's. So don't touch it.
You sold it while I was in the bathroom!
When did you say that? I never heard it.
Go get your ears cleaned.
When?
When you were making croquettes.
I was concentrating on something!
Why did you answer then?
I guess I just answered without thinking. Just get her something else.
The crazy man called!
Why would he call about a cake like a loser?
Because Suh Yeon forgets!
And she did forget! She didn't call.
Blueberry Yogurt Cake is good too.
She wanted a Strawberry Yogurt Cake.
Same difference. Just say that you got confused.
I should take it out first.
Blueberry Yogurt Cake is good too.
Shut up.
I don't want to see you, get out of my face.
What's wrong? You've been saying that often these days.
It's one of those times.
You think I'm happy then?
Fine then!
-Hi! -Hi.
Leave it. I will do it.
It's so cold!
I'm frozen! I will take a bath. A shower won't be good enough.
-Is it cold? -You have no idea. It's the third coldest day today.
You know it's a bit colder in the mountains. My mouth froze while I was working, I couldn't talk.
Why are you home so early?
It was an easy day at the office.
What about raw fish?
I told Jae Min to get them. He was nearby.
That's good then.
My clothes. My clothes after I take bath.
What should I wear? I have to look good to your old colleagues.
Oh yeah. Go get him his clothes.
It tickles! It tickles!
Did you read a lot?
What's the point? I can't remember 2 pages ago.
Read something easy. You've been reading hard ones these days.
I will get angrier if I can't understand easy ones. It's better that they are hard.
That's true.
-I will do it. -Will you?
I will wash up. See you in 15 minutes.
Hyang Gi.
Hi, Ji Hyung. How are you! I'm good. It's 3 a.m. here in 10 minutes. I couldn't concentrate while doing home work.
I was just texting. Just...
I saw somone Mom sent twice.
He's just whatever. I don't think he likes me either. We had a dinner and lunch together.
I don't think Mrs. Park and Mom made up yet. That's so sad.
How is her health by the way?
-General Suk's son wasn't good. -She called?
I called.
No chance?
He looked pretty good on paper. She doesn't know her place.
You don't marry someone by looking at the papers.
And what do you mean that she doesn't know her own place? She's your daughter.
Why isn't she coming back to Korea? I think she stayed out there long enough.
Why does she have to learn English there? It's not like she's going to lecture in English.
There is nothing about her that doesn't bother me.
-Is Young Soo here? -Yes, ma'am.
Why is he here?
What do you mean? Is he homeless?
One that looks good on papers.
What?
I heard that you helped him with the musicals. He never comes unless there is something that he needs.
I don't like him coming in here.
You can stay out of it. We will deal with our stuff on our own.
What do you mean with your stuff?
He has a dream. And if he's working hard for it, you should encourage him as much as you can.
Success is not easy even with that kind of support.
Why do I even bother? Let's just stop.
He should have shown me that's he's worth supporting!
If he's ever been in the box office ever, I wouldn't say this.
He didn't lose as much as you think.
And you believe him?
You can't learn without tuition.
If you're going to chew him out, don't come out. We will eat first. You can eat later.
It's not like he cares.
-You are right on time. -I tried.
-Father is here? -He's coming.
I'm here Father.
I guess it does bother you too, that Hyang Gi isn't here.
I don't think it will work out for Hyang Gi.
I heard already.
It's going to take her a while. My friend got angry because we went all the way there from Philadelphia.
She was smiling, but he could tell that she had no will.
It's because she didn't like him. He was short and ugly.
It's not like appearance matters. He's not that bad looking.
She's just saying that.
His eyes were too small.
I told her what good are big eyes? And she say they were the size of sunflower seeds.
That brat.
Don't call her that.
Ji Hyung had big eyes. Leave out the small eyed ones.
They are not that small.
I saw Dr. Park. We talked about you and Soo Jeong for a long time.
What? What else can I do?
I sent flowers, a sculpture, and ginseng package. But they all came back.
Don't send her gifts. Give her sincere apology.
She's not answering her phone! What can I do?
Go to her place.
Why do I apologize all the time?
Because it was your fault.
Come on.
I don't know about other stuff, but it wasn't completely her fault last time.
She did cross the line, but that's her character. It was something we all understood and was forgiven for.
-She even threw water in my face! -Yes, it was completely out of the line!
Hey! You know her character. It was your mother who made her go that far.
What's wrong with calling someone with dementia, dementia?
Mom lost her control because of her betrayal!
Hey! Shut up! Shut up!
Don't worry about it.
It's been 2 months. How can I not?
Do you have to lose the friendship of decades for something like that?
I'm at my limits.
I'm not going to put up with her selfishness anymore.
She has good virtues as well.
Your jacket.
There are good memories too.
Just forgive her once more. I beg you. It bothers us!
Hyun Ah likes you a lot. Chairman Noh caught her crying a few days ago because she lost her one true friend.
-This is salty. -Is it? You must have been distracted while making it.
It's really salty! They say you can't cook when you get old. This is even bitter!
-Honey! -You know what Hyun Ah's worst quality is?
She looks down at other and tries to dominate over them. That's why she treats people like that.
She's been friends with you way too long. She's still in her childhood with you.
You don't even forgive your own child. How can you ask for this?
It's not the same thing.
You're angry because your son didn't respect you.
Accept the kids. Then I will think about it.
It's conditional now?
Put it however you like.
It's a good deal. You don't have to worry about Chairman. She doesn't have to worry about you.
I was just sad to see the old friendship break. Conditions my butt.
I'm not sad about it.
-You know... -Fine, no deal then.
We have to go to Mom and Dad's grave. When should we go?
We will have to check the schedule.
-Should we take the kids? -No, she's pregnant. It's winter.
I saw Mom and Dad last night.
They always come in my dream when it's the anniversary of their death.
What did they come for?
They looked good. She was in the traditional clothes. She was getting persimmon off the tree.
Father had his stick, and Mom was with him with a basket.
You're the good daughter. They never come to my dream.
I'm not the good daughter. They're just worried about me.
What are they worried about? You do whatever you want.
Live like I've got nothing to lose right?
Here.
I had to get something else. I told him, but he didn't listen and sold it.
Why did you bring the wrong one?
Do I have to drive out to get it on this cold day then? It's all the same when it's in the stomach.
Why do we cook if they are all the same?
I don't know. No one comes out because it's cold.
I'm so angry. What's she doing?
She went to get Ji Hyung his clothes.
-How is she? -Good. Very good.
I was going to take her out to movies when it gets warm.
There's fish in the fridge.
I know.
-Hi! We're here manager! -Hi! Hi!
Long time no see! It's good to see you guys!
Hi Lee Jung.
Come in! Come in! Take your jackets off and make yourselves at home.
Manager! Your place is so pretty.
Her place is nice!
I love that picture.
-Here! -Thanks!
-Call Jae Min. -Ok.
-Just a second. -No it's ok.
-I just have to smile once you know. -They are Suh Yeon's old colleagues.
This is Suh Yeon's Aunt.
-Hi. -Nice to meet you.
Thank you. Thank you.
Thank you.
Thank you for coming like this for Suh Yeon.
Thank you.
It's here! Fish is here!
-That was quick. -I got out 30 minutes early.
-Come in. -Ok.
It would have been nice if Chief came too.
Some people are just not lucky. Why piles surgery now?
Lee Jung lied to his girlfriend that he's working late to come here.
Really?
Or she makes it hard for me.
Yeah, she seemed to be the type.
-By the way, my glass is empty. -Oh I'm sorry.
I don't think I can wait until it comes all the way around.
Oh, hold on.
Please.
Ok.
What?
-Let's have a toast! -Hold on!
No it's ok.
You want another glass?
Why one? I want to get drunk tonight.
You can't!
I forgot that I just had a drink. So it's fine.
Who asked for a toast?
It was me!
Ting, ting, ting.
-Nine nine, eight eight! -Nine nine, eight eight!
Let's get drunk tonight?
Why aren't you eating?
Lee Suh Yeon.
We're going to a workshop for the New Year. Do you want to go?
Yeah, it would great if you could come.
-We have something to do on that day. -Really?
We have something to do on the Lunar New Year right?
You call that something?
Well it's a plan.
Are you going somewhere?
No, we're watching orchestra at home.
-That sounds nice. -She has to cook then.
We're going to make curry and vegetable soup. She's good at cooking.
-Bone soup. -There's that too.
-We have to eat dinner. -Not yet.
After the fish.
-Do we have more wine? -Yeah.
I don't want you to get full with wine.
Don't worry, we have one stomach for wine and one for dinner.
Oh yeah, I forgot what a great stomach you had.
Come join me.
I'm still full from dinner.
Eat fish.
She wants to see her mother.
I think she has to see her before she completely loses it.
She said that she didn't want to see her.
I don't know what her mother was thinking. But she said that she didn't want to see them.
I told you. She only said that.
I don't know if she was ashamed, or she really didn't want to see them.
I couldn't say, "What good is seeing her?"
Should I arrange it for her?
What if she doesn't want to see them?
Do I have to pull her hair for it?
She said it because she still has it together.
How can this happen?
He should take me instead.
She could live half a century with her man now. But what did she do to deserve this?
Does it make sense that the translation isn't finished yet?
What the hell did he study in America for 10 years for?
What's wrong with the translation?
He was the first King in Go Gu Ryuh to conquer Nak Rang. Let's go with a powerful image.
Tofu, beanpaste soup, squid rice, bean sprout rice right?
Yeah.
Good job. They all had a great time.
I had a good time too. Thank you.
Why isn't he coming?
He was eating out with his friends.
Oh yeah.
He's late everyday.
That's how it is when you're entry-level. It's a big corporation.
They train hard. They work you hard.
He should be going through a lot of trouble studying Chinese too.
Let's clean up. We have to clean up, hmm?
Do you regret it? You don't think you should have invited them?
No. They've all stayed the same.
I was worried if I couldn't remember their names. But I remembered. I was the same. It was good.
Ok, rest a bit. Lie down and stay comfortable.
-Dishes. -I will do them. I'm good that them.
I love you.
-More than yesterday? -1000 times more.
Ok then.
-Yeah. -Suh Yeon didn't seem too good.
She's been down since yesterday.
I wish she would deliver soon.
-Yeah. -Bye.
You saw Hyang Gi's text?
Did that bother you?
Are you waiting for me to die?
What are you talking about?
You said that she didn't call.
She didn't. We didn't call each other.
Where is she?
Boston... I think.
If she didn't move.
How do you know if you didn't call?
I heard from Aunt.
I had no reason for telling you. That's all.
It was just a catch-up text. Don't worry about it.
Noh Hyang Gi still hasn't moved on.
That's not it. How can she? We're married!
Our child is coming too!
Does she know about our child?
I think she talks to Mom once in a while.
Mom would I have told her.
You talk about Noh Hyang Gi with Mother?
No.
Did you text her back?
No. I'm not going to.
Text her back.
You said that it didn't mean anything.
It didn't.
Then text her back.
You can't do it.
Fine, I will.
My wife does not like it. Don't text me again.
What?
-What will she think of me then? -It's true.
-Since when did it bother you? -It doesn't bother me.
Forget it. I will do it.
-Good to hear from you, Hyang Gi. -Give it.
I'll do it. Leave me alone.
We're doing well. Study well. Come home healthy.
Should I also write, "I miss the loveable you."
Give it.
Hello.
When Moon Kwon comes back, take our pictures.
We will smile with dimples. Make it obvious that we're siblings.
Ok, I will.
I will do it.
I will do it too.
You didn't have to reply. Thanks Ji Hyung. Bye.
I'm home!
-Hey. -Oh, I will do it.
The master of doing dishes is here.
I will do it. Leave them.
Let's take pictures first.
Suh Yeon, Moon Kwon is here.
I know.
Where should we take them? At the couch?
Let's take it first.
What pictures?
-Just come. -Me?
You and me.
Why all of the sudden?
Before I lose it.
Smile. Smile with dimples.
Ok.
-We're ready. -I'm ready too.
Kimchi.
I don't want red eyes.
I fixed it. Ok.
Let me see them.
Hmm. Not bad.
Print these right now.
What about me? You're not taking pictures with me?
You're so mean! You don't care if I feel bad?
Fine. Moon Kwon, take our pictures too. Take them and print them.
Ok. Let me see that.
One, two, three!
-Are they done? -They are printing.
It needs to dry first.
Moon Kwon.
-I'm sorry. -About what?
I'm sorry.
Sis...
I... I couldn't express it to you.
I didn't.
I wanted to make you into a competent, reliable, and strong man.
I could never measure up to your expectations.
I wanted you to think you never could.
So you could work harder.
So that you wouldn't fall behind like I did.
You didn't fall behind.
I didn't think this was going to happen. I'm sorry.
Don't say that. You don't have too. I know that you had to act like a scary mom.
I knew exactly how you felt.
So even when I wanted to leave, I stayed. And even when I wanted to complain, I didn't.
I'm proud of you.
I believe that you will live on without me. Can I count on you?
Don't worry about me.
I will do fine.
Look at me in the eyes and promise me.
I will.
I'm sorry that I could only give you water.
I'm sorry that I lied that Mom would give us beef when she got home.
She diong less house work. Even when she shows the will, she quickly quits.
Sometimes it even looks like she doesn't even care that she has to do them.
But I believe that Suh Yeon is afraid of making mistakes. So she stays away from doing things.
The scan shows that nothing is worse. But in her daily life, she is slowly walking towards the swamp.
Don't be sad. Soon the night will come. When it comes, we will be on the snowy white field.
On the cold bridge, we will watch you smile.
We will hold each other's hands and rest.
Don't be sad. Soon the time will come. When it comes, we will rest.
Don't be sad.
Soon the time will come. When it comes, we will rest.
Two small crosses of ours, will stand in the middle of the road.
Rain, snow, and wind will come by.
Suh Yeon.
You're going to catch a cold.
It's snowing.
Did you need some fresh air?
It's snowing.
Let's go in.
What time is it?
3 in the morning.
Did I wake you up?
I turned to hug you, but you weren't there.
I'm hungry. Let's eat something.
Let's go back in.
What are you doing?
I couldn't decide ramen or cake.
I think the baby will like the cake.
Yeah.
Thank you.
I'm sorry. I love you.
I love you too.
Thank you. I'm sorry.
-It looks better than I thought it would be. -Just like the concept we focused on the geography.
I couldn't sleep for 2 days for this.
That's exactly what I needed. Good job. I like it.
Oh yeah, the PT. Who are we going with?
You and me. Who's doing the powerpoint for us?
I can't. I have to go to Han Nam tomorrow.
Ji Young should come with us then.
Ok, I will go.
We have time for Q&A after presentation. We will have to think about the questions that could be coming.
-Ok. -Let's look at the slide show in 5 minutes.
It's me.
-What are you doing? -I'm out with Aunt.
-Groceries? -Yeah.
-Did you bundle up? -That again, you nagging geezer.
You're complaining like a granny.
-When are you going back home? -How do I know? What time is it?
-2:30? -4:30 then.
Why would you shop that long?
Mind your own business.
-Ok, I will see you at home. -Ok.
Yes, it's me.
How?
But, Mother. I don't want her to get hurt.
-No, it's not rice. -Eat this Moon Kwon.
If you eat this, I will get you rice tomorrow.
No, I will eat when Mom gets home.
I will eat Korean BBQ and rice.
Eat BBQ when Mom gets home. Mom is bringing rice, ramen and BBQ home right now.
Here.
-Thank you. -Thank you.
Why did you come again?
I don't like you coming here.
I thought you were moving.
His children objected it, so it's over. I thought my life was about to change. Fat chance.
Suh Yeon wants to see you.
She says that she has to see you once.
-I don't need to see her. -But your child needs you.
For what?
She just wants to see her mother. What's wrong with that?
Are you saying you don't want to see her unless she brings money?
Damn right! You got me figured.
Hey!
What good is seeing them now? They grew up well, and they are working. What's the point of seeing them?
Would you like to show yourself, if you were in my shoes?
Would you like you show that you're barely getting by?
No matter how miserable my life is, if my child wants to see me, I will see her.
You almost starved your children to death for a man. You have no right to refuse!
She wants to see you not even twice, but once. Who do you think you are to even refuse that?
You think well. For 10 years, I thought about killing you.
It's because time passed and I'm old and weary that I let you off like this.
Had I found you back then, I would have killed you.
You should be thankful, you wretched girl.
You don't remember how Han Su treated you?
I can barely remember his face.
Such a bitch.
Bitch! Bitch!
I will think about it.
She's waiting in a coffee shop right now.
She's waiting.
I will stay over there, Suh Yeon.
Ok.
Sit.
I'm Suh Yeon.
You can look at me.
I'm not here to blame you. I have no intention of doing that.
Say everything that you want to say.
I will listen to it all.
Why did you do that?
What were you thinking? How could you do it?
I always wanted to know that.
That's... After your father passed. The only relative we had was your aunt.
She has always hated me.
I was really scared to raise you two, and to make a living.
I didn't want to commit suicide together.
I thought that your aunt was going to feed you two, if I disappeared.
I heard that you had a man.
He didn't want to take you.
Why did you call after a few days.
Thats... he said that he will over a payphone.
I found out later that he didn't.
That's what happened.
Moon Kwon and I almost died.
Have you ever thought about us?
Moon Kwon got a nice job.
I heard that you work too.
I...
I quit because I got married.
You got married?
Yes.
Do we look alike?
Why would you look like me?
Face... physique, stuff like that.
I met the woman, who is supposed to be my mother. I never thought that I would see again.
The moment I saw the woman who was once my mother coming in to the coffee shop with Aunt,
I saw proof that I was born through that woman's womb.
Suh Yeon!
I will soon forget her. But she will never forget until the day she dies.
She cried shamefully after covering her face. That's enough.
This is enough.
We need to get a taxi.
Taxi, taxi!
Mom. My mother. Aunt mother.
Suh Yeon! Suh Yeon!
Did you go out of town for groceries?
It's past five.
Why are you home so early?
I have something to discuss with you.
Where are the groceries, Aunt?
Huh? Oh. We had them delivered.
Ok.
-You want water or milk? -I will get it.
Father wants to see us.
He invited us for dinner.
You don't have to go if you don't want to. It's up to you.
Really. You don't have to go.
Is Father scary?
He's not like Mother. Let's not go.
Is he like Noh Hyang Gi's mother?
Let's not go. I will call them.
No, I will just ready my mind. I will go.
Let's go.
I will hold onto whatever sanity I have left really hard.
I have something to tell you.
What is it?
If you make it hard for her, not only will I not talk to Oh Hyun Ah, I won't talk to you either.
What kind of threat is that?
You still have sympathy for others?
I got it.
We will have our grandchild in May of next year.
-The child is doing fine. -So reckless!
How will they raise a child?
And you just watched them?
You don't care about the future of the child? The mother can't take care of it. What are we doing here?
I'm here and so are you. There's Soo Hee and Ji Hyung.
Our son wanted to have the child too.
What about the right of the patient to be treated?
If she could be treated, they wouldn't have made the decision.
Please, don't make her upset.
Please let me like you again.
I miss the old you.
We can go back if you want.
I'm scared.
But I will face it.
If it goes wrong, I will tackle him and get knocked out myself.
Ok, I will tackle him too.
I'm here for you.
Subtitles by DramaFever
I still have the same thought that you two should have never started.
I don't think how long I will have the will.
The dementia daughter-in-law must be coming to their place now.
-Promise me that you won't make the same mistake. -Apologies. I'm sorry.
You tried to be the manager after talking Chief into it.
I don't know what you have heard.
Are you good enough to become a manager?
I came to celebrate your birthday. Did that disease change your character?
Did she give you a hard time?
I'm relieved now. That bitch.